I stopped at Petsmart this weekend for some supplies for my
gecko and cockatiel, and they have dogs there for adoption, and I played
with an adorable puppy for a bit. It just reminds me that I want a dog.
There’s something about a ball of fur that greets you at the door
when you come home from a long day at work. (Yes, I’m happy to see my
husband at the end of the day, but I’d still really like a dog.) I
always loved animals, when I was younger, before my first biology class
in high school when I realized I couldn’t ever remember all those body
parts for all those different animals, I wanted to be a veterinarian.
My family had a dog when I was a child. He died when I was 12. He was
a black and white cocker-spaniel, a year older than me, he was my
brothers dog and was kept outside in a pen in the back yard. When he got
old and sick, he was brought inside and crated in the laundry room. I
had cried and cried that they not send the dog to a “farm,” because I
knew what that meant. So I didn’t have to see the dog go, but he spent
the rest of his life in a crate. I look back on it now and I know that
it wasn’t the best thing for him. He wasn’t happy, and we weren’t happy
listening to his barking, begging to be let out to spend time with the
family. I did my best to help take care of the dog, but I was 12 and of
course not the most responsible child. Ever since he died, I’ve wanted a
dog of my own, a house dog that would sleep by my side and be my best
friend, just like in the movies and books I’d read about such loyal
companions.
For my 14th birthday, my parents said I could get a bird or a cat.
This wasn’t a dog, but after many lost hamsters, some hermit crabs, and
fish, I was up for a new pet of my own. I chose a cockatiel, I’ve never
been a cat person, and 12 years later, I’m still very happy I have her
in my life. (My husband finds her squawking a bit annoying, but every
now and then I come home to him feeding her extra bits of his dinner and
talking with her.)
But I still want a dog. This isn’t to say I’m ready for a dog, or that a
dog is appropriate for our life right now. We bought a house a little
less than a year ago, and have been doing a lot of renovating. We both
work and are gone from home most of the day. We have a bird and a gecko,
which could be potential dog-toys. Plus, there was the “incident” I had
with a dog in college (first visit to meet the family of my boyfriend
at the time) that took a bite at my face. Several stitches were
required, and ever since, I’m very, very cautious of strange dogs.
A year ago we visited the local shelters, and we almost had a dog,
but twice decided the time wasn’t quite right. I torture myself now and
then with visits to petfinder.com,
looking at all the sad little homeless faces. I know nothing of their
personalities thou, and now that I’m so unsure around dogs, it makes the
personality of an adult dog a very, very important issue for me.
At the moment, getting a puppy seems right-out. I don’t know that we
have the time or patience, thou I’d probably be most comfortable with a
dog who’s entire history I was familiar with. But we’ve all heard that
it takes 2 about years for a dog to get beyond their puppy-stage, and I
don’t know if we’re ready for that.
Picking a dog breed will also be an issue. I always liked german shepherds, they make generally good dogs, but a few breed selectors from Animal Planet, Purina, and the like recommed for my life-stye the Clumber Spaniel, Newfounlad, Swissie, or other Mountain dog.
I think cuz they’re big, loyal, and relatively lazy dogs (don’t require
hours of walks every day). Plus, pure-bread puppies are
expensive. It’s a little less likely to come across any breeds that specific
at the shelters thou, as found-dogs are often mutts, not that there’s
anything wrong with that at all, but there are other certain
breed-traits I would rather avoid if possible.
So, some day… till then, I’ll just keep looking at those sad faces online and hoping the best for them.